After a unsatisfying day, stress and anger would just flow throughout me. Having to do hard work, going through continuous bugging, or unfavorable actions made by others would just drive me nuts. I just want alone and peaceful time all to myself. This won't come until my chores, homework, a soothing shower, and a filling dinner were finished. When the weekend hits, my relaxing time has come. My family is out of the living room after everything has been taken care of.
Even though it's not a room with all high tech TV, big stereos, or a/c, a kitchen right behind me, a PS3 system, TV, couch, and a gaming chair is all I need to be in a over average place. Terrible day has ended, put down emotions has gone away, gaming experience had me think away of the bad day that has came to me. I'm not outside in the freezing or hot weather , nor at a place where I would feel very uncomfortable. It's like a place where I people wouldn't contact with me, I felt isolated from the outside world.
I remember my mom waking up for a glass of water. She saw me playing Call of Duty in the middle of the night. I was so focused on the TV screen that i never hear or seen my mom there because of the gaming headphones that i was wearing. My mom got mad and said to me that this is all i did, rather then schoolwork. I told her "This relaxes me and makes me happy again " Every Friday and Saturday I would be in this special place, the stars in sight, the chill breeze coming through the open window, the kitchen behind me, TV to myself, and COD all night is a simple dream that's reality.
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